So last week my mom and I got into a big argument. Ever since then I have been in a funk. I've been so down and out. I can't snap out of it. She got angry because I told her I couldn't afford to take care of her and myself. I don't work much. She has income. I need to take care of myself. No one else is going to do it. I need to eat and pay my bills. So she called me a bunch of mean things. Attacking my character and, basically, who I am as a person. She made me feel lower than dirt. I mean, I know now that it's not true. None of it is, but it still hurt. She's supposed to be my mother. Now, though, she wants to be friends and talk, but i'm not feeling it. I don't really want to talk to her much. Matter of fact, I barely go home.
I know this is sad, but it's my life right now. I have a lot going on. Too much for me to deal with actually. I just want peace, but it seems that's not in the stars for me. I always have a brief period of calm, very brief. Then, then I get hit with everything at once. This hasn't been the best past two weeks. Well I need to do homework!
Until next time...
-Signed,
Love
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