Here's the message I got word for word after I poured my heart out to him and he didn't respond at all. No response, then this out of nowhere:
"OK here's the deal. I love you with all my heart. I really do. The reason I act the way I do is just because I don't want to get my heart broken by you. Granted, I know you're an honest, loyal, and faithful woman, but I've just seen it too many times where guys girlfriends put themselves in a bad situation like cheating while the boyfriend is gone for a while. I don't want you to get bored with me being far away nor close to you. You know I love you with all my heart and soul lady. I talked to my mom and she told me to stop being so cautious and messing it up with you because eventually youll get tired of trying and move on. I don't want that. I want us. I want me and you to grow old and have kids and all that. We both are made for each other. I just have to stop fighting it. I'm sorry I'm sorry im sorry times infinity. Please just take me back."
So what do I do? I tell him we can talk. I didn't say I would take him back. I just said we could talk. We were supposed to talk on Wednesday night, but he got caught up in something else. We were supposed to talk tonight, and yet again here I am being stood up. I'm honestly quite tired of it. I get that it's Thanksgiving and you're spending time with family, but the least he could do is tell me he's running late or something. I want to act like my feelings aren't hurt, but it's pretty clear that they are hurt. Idk what to do. He has my heart. I want it back. I shouldn't have to keep going through this. I need to move on. All he does is hurt me. Fuck him. I'm done. For real this time. I'm going to stand my ground and let him fucking suffer. I'm done.
And now i'm tired. I'm going to sleep. I'll write again later.
Until next time...
-Signed,
Love
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