Aha! Second part of the problem? I already had the marriage mentality- If something is wrong you fix it. You don't leave. I was prepared to conquer any problem we faced. I was prepared to forgive and move on. Which I did a lot, now that I think about it. Every wrong he committed, I stuck by his side and we worked through it. I guess in retrospect I should thank him for not wanting to fix our relationship.
He knew he would continue treating me badly. He also knew that I was very committed to our relationship and would try to work through anything. He didn't want to keep taking advantage of me. So, right now in this moment I thank him. I thank Guy F for seeing what I couldn't. He really did me a favor. Now I have the opportunity to find someone who will appreciate me for everything I am and treat me like the Queen I deserve to be treated like. I mean...I think i'm a pretty friggin awesome girlfriend.
Well I have a final in the morning. I will post some more tomorrow. Goodnight everyone!
Until next time....
-Signed,
Love
No comments:
Post a Comment