Part 3-The (First) Break-Up

August: What a sad, sad time August was. I mean don't get me wrong the first part was wonderful. It was great. But let us skip to the middle of August. Things had started winding down between us. Everything was changing. He was beginning to have less and less time for me. I didn't feel like I was important to him anymore. I suspected something was wrong. I could feel it. SO, this is what I did...along with the help of two of my best friends. (Warning: Yes, I went all undercover FBI on him. The saying that a jealous girlfriend can find out more information than a private detective is very true indeed.) First, I checked his social media websites. Every last one of them. Even the ones he thought I wouldn't find. I saw him advertising himself as single. Talking to any girl that showed interest. That wasn't enough though. I had to have solid evidence. So I set him up. I knew what kind of girls he usually went after and I wasn't it. I mean don't get me wrong i'm pretty in the face with a slim build and a few curves. My body fits me. But I knew that he liked girls that were bigger than me. I'm skinny. He likes girls with more meat on their bones. Yeah he liked my pretty face and personality, but the guy does have a type and I was too pretty and skinny for his liking. So taking all this into account. One of my best friends had a friend that I knew was perfect. He would love this girl. So we asked the girl if we could use her picture. She said yes and we went to work. We created a fake page on one of the social media websites he was apart of. We added a bunch of people. I waited a few days and added him. He messaged the fake page. So I started a conversation with him. He was telling me how he would be stationed near where this imaginary girl lived and he wanted to get to know her. Blah, blah, blah. I asked him if he had a girlfriend and he said no. I just about lost it and ruined the whole operation. I went off and told him he was a sorry piece of shit. Boy did that almost ruin it. My friends fixed it though. They made up some story about trying to send that to an ex. He bought it. Then he asked if we could skype. We thought about skyping him then letting him see me so he could know he was busted. I couldn't do it though. I told them to just make up a story saying the girl was a friend of mine and she knew me. Threaten to tell me if he didn't. He fell for that..dumb bastard. So he text me confessing. I pretended not to know and then be angry. But I already was angry, hurt,and devastated. I didn't want to just end it though. I told him that we could work on it. He said okay and he really wanted that.....LIE.

September 2: So it had been approximately four days since what me and my friends deemed as "The Set Up". Guy F wasn't showing any signs of actually wanting to work things out between us. I tried to talk to him and he would barely talk to me. He still wouldn't say he loved me back. I was worried that it was just a waste of my time to try and talk to him. So I went to his Facebook page...and all holy hell broke loose. Just the night before at a time of which he told me he was sleeping, the slimy little bastard took another girl out on a date! A girl that was on his base with him. I was bomb-rushed by a flurry of emotions- rage, anger, hurt, devastation. I just did not know what to do. I blew up. I went off on him. I broke up with him. I screamed and I wanted to throw things at him, but he wasn't here. I asked him how could he? How could you go from wanting to marry someone to cheating on them? I asked him if his plan was to introduce me to her when I was to come see him, because if so that was pretty fucked up of him. I told him that he was so lucky I had not bought my plane ticket yet or else. I don't know exactly what would have happened if I had already purchased my ticket...or else just sounded like a good threat at the time. So instead of buying the ticket, out of anger I went and bought a new computer...the one i'm typing on right now as a matter of fact. You see my old one had died. I dropped it and it killed the hard drive. After I bought my new computer to help myself feel better. I deleted everything that pertained to Guy F and baked some brownies. The next few weeks were going to be a long few weeks for me. I was absolutely crushed.

The story doesn't end here, but i'm tired. So...

Until next time...

-Signed,

Love