So...I broke up with Guy C and met Guy D. We dated for all of one month, maybe two. Insignificant time, but he, himself, is significant. He fell head over hills for me. And I...kinda liked him. He was a good person for the most part, but he was clingy and weird. We were barely into the relationship when he started hinting at me having his kid one day. BiG NO-NO! Not to mention he was a mama's boy. Eww...Needless to say. It was a disaster and when I broke up with him it broke his soul. He still to this day texts me and tells me he misses me and tries to see me. This is why he is significant. He is the first guy that I can honestly say I broke his heart. I hurt him very badly. And I felt awful for it. As we kept getting deeper into the relationship I realized that I didn't really feel how he felt for me. So with a little bit if coaxing from my ex (Guy C) I broke up with Guy D.
See, Guy C thought that this would be his way back in. That he could get me back and right his wrongs. We talked for a little while...then I met Guy E. Now, Guy E was different. He had me all sorts of interested. I experienced a whole new world with him. And I fell for him. I fell for him hard. He was a love experience all in his own category. He was the first guy whose mom actually liked me. I met nearly his whole family and they all loved me. They didn't care about what I looked like, who my parents were, or anything like that. They only cared about my personality and if Guy E and I made each other happy. But that was just his family...
Underneath the sweetness, the caring, loving caresses and snuggles..Guy E was more confused than an elephant with it's head in the ground. He didn't know what he wanted. On the outside he was nearly perfect. Athlete, smart, good grades.. the whole nine. Inside...just as jumbled as a jigsaw puzzle that has yet to be solved. He said he loved me but he couldn't be with me, which til this day and forever more I will never understand. We had a complicated love but it was still a great experience. After we broke up he moved to another state and started dating/living with someone else. It kinda hurt at first but I got over it. I especially got over it when Guy F came into the picture...
Guy E and I still talk. We are actually pretty good friends now. Although I think that maybe he still has some feelings for me. Idk, but I hope he doesn't. I can't deal with another relationship right now.
See, Guy C thought that this would be his way back in. That he could get me back and right his wrongs. We talked for a little while...then I met Guy E. Now, Guy E was different. He had me all sorts of interested. I experienced a whole new world with him. And I fell for him. I fell for him hard. He was a love experience all in his own category. He was the first guy whose mom actually liked me. I met nearly his whole family and they all loved me. They didn't care about what I looked like, who my parents were, or anything like that. They only cared about my personality and if Guy E and I made each other happy. But that was just his family...
Underneath the sweetness, the caring, loving caresses and snuggles..Guy E was more confused than an elephant with it's head in the ground. He didn't know what he wanted. On the outside he was nearly perfect. Athlete, smart, good grades.. the whole nine. Inside...just as jumbled as a jigsaw puzzle that has yet to be solved. He said he loved me but he couldn't be with me, which til this day and forever more I will never understand. We had a complicated love but it was still a great experience. After we broke up he moved to another state and started dating/living with someone else. It kinda hurt at first but I got over it. I especially got over it when Guy F came into the picture...
Guy E and I still talk. We are actually pretty good friends now. Although I think that maybe he still has some feelings for me. Idk, but I hope he doesn't. I can't deal with another relationship right now.
Until next time...
-Signed,
Love
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