Only If It's Meant To Be. [And An Update!]

So I just finished doing my aunt's hair. I've been contemplating my start to 2014. So far I have stuck with my workout plan. I'm thinking about cutting dating out of my life. I asked Guy F what was the deal with us and he hasn't answered yet. I don't know why, but I have decided not to hold my breath for a reply. My life will not stop for it. I still have plans. I am going to try to get into a program after I graduate that will allow me to go to Costa Rica and teach English there for a year.

Alas, these are all just plans. Nothing is promised. This year I will try my best to not have as many expectations as I usually do. I need to be more understanding of the fact that not everything will go according to a plan nor will it go exactly how I want it to go. I am especially applying this to the Guy F situation. I realize that no matter how badly I want him (or how much I love him) I just may not get him.

---Break----

Some days later....

I'm sorry for the half post above. School and work have been kicking my behind. Seeing as how I haven't spoken to Guy F since New Year's Day I have kinda just let that whole situation drift to the back of my mind out of my problem zone. I will try to speak to him eventually. Right now, I just need to focus on classes (and getting sleep). I have so many papers that will need to be written this semester. I am not looking forward to it. I will try to post regularly, but I cannot make any solid promises yet. It is only the first week of classes. After I figure out a solid schedule for myself I will fit posts for this blog into it. Sorry everyone.

Until next time...

-Signed,

Love