I Am A Happier Me.

So, over the past week I have made a few decisions in my life that I am diligently sticking to (surprisingly). I have decided not to worry myself with Guy F and I have actually been sticking to it! I have not really thought about him at all nor have I tried to contact him. I must say that I feel wonderful. I still have not gotten to talking to the other guy yet though. I have to do it soon. I'm not feeling the whole him & I thing. I have been distancing myself from him for some time now. I really just like being friends with him better. I need to get a grip on my life right now.

I feel like everyone I graduated with is doing something with their life. Graduating and finding jobs and i'm just here like: "..well I graduate soon, what next? what next?" Well..i've made a plan. I plan to take the LSAT in June, and depending on whether or not I get accepted into the summer study abroad program I am going to apply for soon, I may take the test here in the U.S. or in Buenos Aires, Argentina! =) If I am truly going to make this my year I need to start accomplishing things that I actually want to do. I have already begun to stick to my resolution of being a better student. I go to all of my classes, and I actually do my homework. I am determined to make this year a better year. I really want to better myself and make this my year of happiness. I am also sticking to my workout plan and I am eating better. I already feel good. Hopefully I can keep it up.

Another key thing I need to do is stay true to myself. I can't keep avoiding things. I worry about other people's feelings too much. I never take my own feelings into account. I need to learn to put myself first sometimes. In other news..I met a really nice guy this weekend. I actually kind of liked him. I wonder if it was just me or if he would actually be interested in me. Ehh, either way whatever is supposed to happen will happen in all aspects of my life.

Until next time...

-Signed,

Love