Update on Friendship

I lied. I think I just want to keep things at friendship level. We will be better off as friends. What I thought were old feelings may not have been feelings. Or maybe they were? Either way, I am not pursuing anything with my ex. I am content with just being his friend from a distance and checking up on him. I need to move on with my life. There are so many other better guys out there. I need to stop limiting myself to this one. 

On the other hand I am glad that I mustered up the courage to talk to him. It really helped me. I can't exactly explain how, but I feel better. I don't want another relationship with him. I do not want to repeat what we had, but I do like to know how he is doing. So, a friendship it shall remain. I'm hoping the friendship isn't strained or forced. I just want it to kind of float back to how it was before we dated. We were great friends. I hope we can have that again.

As much as I would love to continue this post, I am extremely tired and I need to go to sleep. I will post more later though. I promise. I have two things I need to write about, and whatever else pops up tomorrow.

Until next time....

-Signed,

Love